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The fact of the matter is this: I live a life, not by choice but what it has to be. Growing up I was oblivious to the world and my surroundings.. As I grew, I realized reality isn't what it's made out to be. At all. I have no regrets; But I do have mistakes & I dont learn from yours or take note of them, I make my own & learn from them. I hate when people think I don't have a mind of my own. I know right from wrong, but it's my decision to chose whatever. I don't get influenced easy. Because I'm me and that's that. I like to be alone. To me; Nothing Matter's. Frankly, I dont give a damn what you think about me. I'm not here to live up to any ones expectations but my own.. I hate liars. I hate cheaters. I hate people who get everything they want without even having to work for it. I hate people who promise you one thing and dont follow through with what they said. I hate people who judge other's. I hate people who point out that they're other people who have a harder life than I, like I dont already know that. I hate authority. I hate how people think they know me.. you know you dont. I hate people who give advice.. Honestly, I dont take any of it into consideration. I have my own perspective on things, I dont need to hear yours. I form my opinions by what I see, not by what I hear.
bl00ming-h3aven:


Do you see this girl right here? Her name is Amanda Jones. I’ve known her since 7th grade and she was so sweet, funny, and good hearted. She recently went to me, just a few weeks ago actually, saying she wanted to die, and had attempted to kill herself before and that was why she had left our old town last year. Well, just a few days ago, I’m not sure about the exact date, she killed herself. I feel horrible about it, and like I could have done so much more to help her. I know it’s not my fault, but it still feels horrible. Reblog this photo for her please. Not for me, but for her. I miss her sooo much, and she was such an amazing person. Please, help this be known.

I’m always going to reblog this picture. I love her sooo much.. </3
We miss you so much Amanda<3 rest in Paradise baby girl.

bl00ming-h3aven:

Do you see this girl right here? Her name is Amanda Jones. I’ve known her since 7th grade and she was so sweet, funny, and good hearted. She recently went to me, just a few weeks ago actually, saying she wanted to die, and had attempted to kill herself before and that was why she had left our old town last year. Well, just a few days ago, I’m not sure about the exact date, she killed herself. I feel horrible about it, and like I could have done so much more to help her. I know it’s not my fault, but it still feels horrible. Reblog this photo for her please. Not for me, but for her. I miss her sooo much, and she was such an amazing person. Please, help this be known.

I’m always going to reblog this picture. I love her sooo much.. </3

We miss you so much Amanda<3 rest in Paradise baby girl.

(via butterfly-sky)

Posted: Sun January 22nd, 2012 at 12:40am
Originally posted by butterfly-sky.
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